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Erica Jong, an American author once said ….“Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more”.

And here is what I have to say. ( :P ) :Love is not about the excitement, it is not bout the number of times you say “I love you” nor is it about the gifts you exchange or the things “you do” or “have done” for the other person.Love is what is left over when “being in love” has weathered. Love is nothin but YOU.....

UNLIKE YOU! ....

2 a.m. in the morning,
Empty roads,the beautiful night,
Floyd on the chords.

Dimly lit streets,
Vehicles sparsely scattered.
A lonesome drive,
A heart completely shattered.

The ropes of hope I’ve been hanging onto have slit.
Need I hear this from a so called “friend”…
That I’ve been so badly hit?!

Retracing….that evening of fun,
Just me and my girlfriends.
Wine in our senses.
Those half hearted embraces.

This line will always ring in my head, forever!
“This is what you call revenge!”
Sometime I wonder,
Was that really her in savage temper??

Ignorance is bliss, I hear..
but it gets harder everytime…
everytime I see her fake exterior!
Deciet,betrayals,hatred so much,
Countless trials, thanks a bunch!

I’ve learnt my lessons and now know my stance.
Maybe buddy, I should give you a second chance.
Not because I care about you,
But only cause I am UNLIKE YOU!

28-09-08 / 00:50 hours

Dark skies,heavy air,
Cool winds in my hair.
Thoughts reflect..
A blissful disconnect.


In my ears, Floyd mellow
Lonely raods,just me and my shadow.
A beautiful walk,
Absolutely no talk.


This is exactly how I like it..
I didn’t think I’d fit.
A lighter soul,a happy me,
I finally set my spirits free!

I dont wanna be...

I get this weird feeling today…
I am selfish
I am numb
I don care
This feeling in me is very rare.

I realize,
I have given my all
But its simply not enough.
The world is filled with greed
It takes away exactly what you need.

I have loved
I have laughed
I have cried
I look into the mirror,to see
What I am today is.. not who I want to be….

My BestEST fren

They call her Kimmie .
They call her Kim.
She is my cutie...
My bestest fren. :)

They call her Kimbly,
thats not her name.
She is sunshine....
My bestest fren. :)

Shes a survivor,
The invincible.
She is a rockstar..
My bestest fren. :)

She is a dreamer,
Shes full of life.
Shes so charming ..
My bestest fren. :)

Hey Kim you hear me??
I miss you like crazy!!
Come back sweetheart...
My bestest fren. :)

Silence is the true friend that never betrays...

The world,the poeple.

The trust, the betrayal...all envisaged.

is nothin ...but a mirage.

Just when you start believing,

all you get is betrayal.

Before you know you've got it,

you will see you've already lost it.

My heart is not with me.

Mind and body divorced.

Yet i hope..against hope..

to hold my strong front and cope.