UNLIKE YOU! ....

2 a.m. in the morning,
Empty roads,the beautiful night,
Floyd on the chords.

Dimly lit streets,
Vehicles sparsely scattered.
A lonesome drive,
A heart completely shattered.

The ropes of hope I’ve been hanging onto have slit.
Need I hear this from a so called “friend”…
That I’ve been so badly hit?!

Retracing….that evening of fun,
Just me and my girlfriends.
Wine in our senses.
Those half hearted embraces.

This line will always ring in my head, forever!
“This is what you call revenge!”
Sometime I wonder,
Was that really her in savage temper??

Ignorance is bliss, I hear..
but it gets harder everytime…
everytime I see her fake exterior!
Deciet,betrayals,hatred so much,
Countless trials, thanks a bunch!

I’ve learnt my lessons and now know my stance.
Maybe buddy, I should give you a second chance.
Not because I care about you,
But only cause I am UNLIKE YOU!

28-09-08 / 00:50 hours

Dark skies,heavy air,
Cool winds in my hair.
Thoughts reflect..
A blissful disconnect.


In my ears, Floyd mellow
Lonely raods,just me and my shadow.
A beautiful walk,
Absolutely no talk.


This is exactly how I like it..
I didn’t think I’d fit.
A lighter soul,a happy me,
I finally set my spirits free!

I dont wanna be...

I get this weird feeling today…
I am selfish
I am numb
I don care
This feeling in me is very rare.

I realize,
I have given my all
But its simply not enough.
The world is filled with greed
It takes away exactly what you need.

I have loved
I have laughed
I have cried
I look into the mirror,to see
What I am today is.. not who I want to be….

My BestEST fren

They call her Kimmie .
They call her Kim.
She is my cutie...
My bestest fren. :)

They call her Kimbly,
thats not her name.
She is sunshine....
My bestest fren. :)

Shes a survivor,
The invincible.
She is a rockstar..
My bestest fren. :)

She is a dreamer,
Shes full of life.
Shes so charming ..
My bestest fren. :)

Hey Kim you hear me??
I miss you like crazy!!
Come back sweetheart...
My bestest fren. :)

Silence is the true friend that never betrays...

The world,the poeple.

The trust, the betrayal...all envisaged.

is nothin ...but a mirage.

Just when you start believing,

all you get is betrayal.

Before you know you've got it,

you will see you've already lost it.

My heart is not with me.

Mind and body divorced.

Yet i hope..against hope..

to hold my strong front and cope.

A Thought...

Death. Black.Darkness.Silence.Solitude. Always wondered why its considered cynical and wierd! its Subjective. A few feel more at ease,a few retrace themselves..and the others prolly jus love it. Period. Jus let em be.

In the dark...you'd find someone...someone whole...jus the way they are,and you'd prolly lose them there as well. The best part being ...you know exactly what you lost and whats even better is the fact that you cant go back in the dark looking for it. It being so unpredictable makes it even more loveable. Something to ponder over? Ha ha...lets leave that unanswered...for all you know..you will find your answer right there..where you lost it all!!

:-/

Mixed emotions,morning blues,days when you just don feel like doing anything! Well....sleepless nights,lack of concentration...is this the way it actually feels? I guess so..its hard to erase that face,the face thats constantly in your mind, allowing distraction in split seconds. Sometimes all you long for is one thing and you get everything but that! Simply unfair?? or is it jus one of the hard realities of life??

Its funny how love takes its toll on you.
Everythings going fine...just the way you want it to....be it for a day or two.
Text msgs and calls..days fly by like speedballs.
Similarities innumerable.
One week of getting to know each other,
games to personals ..movie to beer.
Those moments i will always remember.

Cliched as it may sound,love at first SIGHT no...but MEET it was!
Ten days of happy times,followed by an abrupt pause.
Dreams and fantasies,a happy-funny feeling in my tummy there was.
Millions of questions in my head now..Have i done something wrong?
For the first time,I have not understood his silence this long.

A constant prick, A cluttered mind,
Trying to put his very existance in me, behind.
Whatever said and done..im left hanging onto ropes of hope.
I guess what goes around sure comes back around.
I just hope he knows that ..anytime...anywhere...
he needs me,I will be there.

Time...time takes it all..whether you want it to or not.
I will heal..with time...and i will love again.