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Mixed emotions,morning blues,days when you just don feel like doing anything! Well....sleepless nights,lack of concentration...is this the way it actually feels? I guess so..its hard to erase that face,the face thats constantly in your mind, allowing distraction in split seconds. Sometimes all you long for is one thing and you get everything but that! Simply unfair?? or is it jus one of the hard realities of life??

Its funny how love takes its toll on you.
Everythings going fine...just the way you want it to....be it for a day or two.
Text msgs and calls..days fly by like speedballs.
Similarities innumerable.
One week of getting to know each other,
games to personals ..movie to beer.
Those moments i will always remember.

Cliched as it may sound,love at first SIGHT no...but MEET it was!
Ten days of happy times,followed by an abrupt pause.
Dreams and fantasies,a happy-funny feeling in my tummy there was.
Millions of questions in my head now..Have i done something wrong?
For the first time,I have not understood his silence this long.

A constant prick, A cluttered mind,
Trying to put his very existance in me, behind.
Whatever said and done..im left hanging onto ropes of hope.
I guess what goes around sure comes back around.
I just hope he knows that ..anytime...anywhere...
he needs me,I will be there.

Time...time takes it all..whether you want it to or not.
I will heal..with time...and i will love again.